I needed somewhere to pen my thoughts right now and I decided here is not a bad place to keep this memories. There are too much things running on my mind right now.
Selfish. Overthinking. Stubbornness. Unapologetic. Proud. Crazy.
I am handling all sorts of different emotions right now and it is overwhelming me with all the negativity because some people are just plainly.... 自讨苦吃.
Due to my job, there's one important thing I've learned is to be really apologetic, acknowledge the issue and repent your mistakes(but still, do what you deem right and follow your principles). So I have no tolerance of people whom are unapologetic, doesn't admit to their mistakes and forever thinking they're right.
So I decided that since some people are just gonna feel they're right and enjoying their next moment, I have absolutely no reason why should I feel upset over this kind of people when they themselves don't even want to help themselves. I am just gonna bammmmm and throw this kind of issue because... You're not only not worth my time and energy, you're wasting the people whom I love dearly's time.